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How long has it been, since the end

My darkest thoughts, I do send

Today as we accept our madness

Left alone, Forever with this sadness 

Up in a flash, Millions of lives consumed

As my body is slowly exhumed

September ashes

and October Lashes

Leads to November crashes

And December flashes 

Alone in the end

As the world was consumed by fire

Your crown remains pointless on your head

As we are all, Alone in the end 

Death worship, will to power

Together as the world cowers

Death worship, will to power

Remain serene, During your final hour 

All I can hear is this Silence

Finding peace through this Violence

And completion through Absence

Senses deteriorate as the end Creates

Post mortum remorse

As the world now regrets it's course

Death arrives in force

As humanity remains the source

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This infernal destructive race
Humanity, This cancerous gene
Spreading like a virus
No amount of scrubbing will keep you clean
Alone forevermore
Dead and Buried
Beaten to death with your own Spleen

Persistent until death
I'll smile as we take our final breath
Let loose your apocalyptic prayer
Leave everything behind
Expire without a care

alone in the night, black as my heart.. cold as you're eyes

Alone in the Night

Surrounded by perpetual light

Come closer and hold me tight

Being in your presence makes everything right

Black as my heart

And my soul is blacker still

Instruct me how to feel my love

Love me deeply, as push comes to shove. 

Cold as you're eyes

Left alone in this world of lies

This world is a lonely grave

Cursed to remain far from your blackened shore

Alone I remain, Your body I so crave

But with your love, I shall never remain poor

I am the Absence

Collecting the nights darkest Brilliance

Listen thoughtfully to your Conscience

As the world retains it's Balance. 

Our true future lays hidden

Falling to Apathy

Soothing in Agony

These words remain my Tragedy

Everything shall be as it once was

Rightly we shall claim the darkest grace

Inside my chest beats the end of life

Killing them all for one moment with you 

Ambush my heart again, Show me that you believe

Inside the Outside

I'm inside the outside

Crowded as i remain alone

Together forever we are entangled

Left alone, as darkness consumes our souls

Alone in the never

Feeling as strong as ever

Silently loving whoever

Blood covers my face, As i alone sever.

Escape the confines of your celestial prison

As our feelings remain primordial

Here we remain

Deafened by silence

Eclipsed by the brightest of lights

Just remember you have the right

Darkness: Comes swiftly to my callous hands

Darkness: Comes swiftly to my callous hands

The evening betrayed by the thoughtless dead

Forever fire welcomes my thoughts of death

Together we hold true to timeless dread

Love: Creeps into my heart and mind

As the light obscures this mockery of flesh

Hold close your thoughts of impurity

As twilight robs our daughters of virginity

Hate: Strangle our ideals and feel whats real

Together we entwine our senses

Believe in whats right for your feral being

Take your life, Remain serene through the pain

Forgetfulness: Pain escapes my vagrant mind

As your god revels in sanctified flesh

Forget to remember as your life unfolds

Remember to forget all that remains unclean

Deception: Born of my Aggression

Deception, Born of my Aggression

Dead at my feet

This world remains Passive

Forever darkness loves thy Idolatry

Perversions and pain

Cannot have one without the other

Pleasure and sacrifice

Hand in hand til the end of time

Dead inside as you cross that final line

Confronting my inner demons

Commanding loyalty within this hallowed haven

How you remain followed by Desperation

To be without your touch

A true Desecration

Alone I make this dedication

So long my soul has suffered Stagnation 

Hoping for your time to come at last

Another blast from our darkened past

Another night i'll fall asleep while thinking of you

Holding you tight and drinking in your sight

Re-Construct the void in your own Image

Slowly my mind comes into being

Swallowed by serenity

Empty inside

Consumed by Finality

Senses remain Torn

As my mind remains Forlorn

Of all the love you have Shown

Emptiness I have Worn

DESPERATION

Willingness to attract the Nothingness

DESTRUCTION

Nothingness to Distract the Willingness

CONSTRUCTION

Re-Construct the void in your own image

ABDUCTION

Severe your Bondage

Hallowed heroes Exasperation

Words cannot Convey

How your soul Decays

Remember, You promised to always Stay

Illumination: The face of Oppression

Born in unlight

Deafened by this silence

Shocked by reality

Living even through death 

I remain benighted

My life bribes the Heavens

Lost in this game of chance

Do you remember who i am?

Can you take me to where love is lost again 

Tomorrow holds no sway

Over the future of my kin

Revel in this respite

Gouge your eyes tonight 

Nowhere, No-one, Nothing

Can end this rage

Tonight i'm going to escape this cage

Your words infect me like a phage

This truth resides, On every page

Come to me tonight

Hide me from this infernal light

Take your knife

End this right 

Into utter madness my words transcend

Alone we Ascend

This prelude to our darkest desire's

This unsettling dark

Together we spend a season in hell

Immaculate Perception

The worlds worst reception

Illuminate my world with grief

Eliminate my soul from within

De consecrate these wall's 

UnHallowed be thy shame

Illumination: The face of Oppression

Spend a night with the unborn

To death we have sworn

This love i have worn

Icy fingers grasp from within

Close your fist around my throat

Show me the path to serenity

Give me clearance to get past this clarity

The cold white light slow's my senses

Show me the path of the unclean

Love me for who i am

Not this forgotten and shallow Gene

Pixilated Ignorance

I sing this hymn

To the nameless dead

Deeds unknown

Yet never forgotten

Enter the black flame

Enter Deception

Enter Loneliness

Enter My Soul 

Forever i remain behind thy light

Never can i feel the same way 

Deeper i fall into darkness
My soul knows only blackness

Deeper you fall into Pixilated Ignorance
Stronger this hate becomes in your presence
Betrayed by lust this innocence beacons
Spreading the disease of love
My heart yearns for blood

O Father night
Wrap me in seclusion
Deliver me from the light
Cloak me in Oblivion

they shall drown in lakes of blood

Today we celebrate

 The Degeneration of Mankind

Tomorrow we revel in the hatred of corruption

Swimming through this ocean of blood

Quietly cursing the coming Flood

Enthroned in the silent hereafter

Lost and meaningless without your favor

Life means death for us all

Enjoy it while you can

Forever i am weightless in your presence

Completely overcome by your essence

Abstract this life remains

This feeling of dread i shall ever maintain

As your venom slowly moves through my veins

Silently i grasp onto this feeling of nothingness

Serenely i am consumed by emptiness

The purging is at hand

The day of doom is here

Those who have lied and corrupted the earth

they shall drown in lakes of blood

This world shall be cleansed

Perfect Uncreation

"From hells heart, I stab at thee

For hates sake i spit my last breath at thee"

Spiteful Armageddon

Suffer the cataclysm

Held fast in this hateful rage

Death awaits you

I Reject your thoughtless imperfections

I Accept the perfect uncreation

Human, All to human

The cancerous human gene spreads unchecked

Your destruction warms the heart of the unclean

Death welcomes weakness with open arms

I Am the destroying angel

Monarch of your oblivion

Creationist of your demise

The fires of your twilight

Welcomes your descent into blackness 

I am the architect of genocide

I am damnation dressed in flesh

This world shall be cleansed

In the everburning fire of the awakening

oblivion's unrest

together, here i am.

taken together with your hate

we shall always remain

bound by our lust

Friendship was the cost of my betrayal

emptiness was the gift of our loneliness

here i dwell

your name remains on my lips

have we forgotten the passion of each others kiss

the heat in each others arms

no one shall ever compare

my love for you is without end

even after my heart you did rend

sometimes i feel you

sometimes i feel your breathe on my neck

sometimes i taste you

sometimes i feel myself inside of you

you are my everything

three years since we touched

hugged

kissed

made love

i will never forget you my love

our short time together

our endless passion

i don't want to go home yet

i want to remain in your arms

your a different person now

maybe not the same since we last touched

my heart cries for you

my soul bleeds for you

my mind screams for you

my blood boils for you

nothingness leads me headlong into despair

oblivion's unrest leads my soul astray

love turns into a dark desire

In this Constellation of absolution

Life crumbles under this mockery of flesh

So far from the shadow of completion

So close to emptiness

My soul cries for freedom from the past

The sweetness of forgetfulness

I yearn for something i cannot grasp

The past and pain become as one

As the twilight of my life draws near

My soul makes order out of the chaos

Forever removed from your side

My heart becomes cold

In this Constellation of absolution

Celestial Genocide

Blood carved into flesh

My Madness is realized

O, Death

Father of my darkest desire

Dreamer of the purest kind

Come near me

Save me from nothingness

Wrap me in oblivion

Oregon Trail

Since the day
that i let you leave
nothing has been the same
yet i remain, hung up in this game

All i can do
is look the other way
and pretend that your face
still holds the smile

All i can see
is your sullen eyes
staring into my soul
 into the darkness, where there is no light

I never took the chance
to say goodbye
with this doom surrounding me
with no one left to hound me

Once again
i dream of your face
lost again
in the blue hue, of your eyes

So very small
this distance between us
to travel so far
and gain no ground

Your face i see
and the mirror knows
the truth and the lies

My trust is gone
what awaits us
on the other side

Far away
from your arms i fade
locked away
nothing to keep the wolves at bay

Silently i tremble
looking back to the days
that you were close
when all we had was each other

Were you ashamed
to have me by your side
was i to blame
for the troubles of the past

All i can do
is look the other way
and pretend that you miss me still

Not a single begotten gain
nothing here, and no one remains
i feel i failed you
i never had the chance to feel

This ill will begotten
how i wish i could feel
my heart knows the deal
yet it remains rotten

Broken, can you make me feel
since the day you left
nothing holds its sway

I am haunted
by the failure you see before you
i am hunted
never to die

Look the other way
i don't want to be seen
i fail as i fall
into the darkness of night
i silently fall into nothingness

i feel i failed
i feel i failed you
i feel i failed you  again
left alone, with only you in my brain

Cold now
nothing can warm this heart of mine
forever begotten
this feeling i have somehow gotten

All i can do
is pretend that I'm OK
can you forgive me
can you believe me

/Flirt

Haunted by the failure you see before you
needing something from you
travel into my dreams
with my back against the wall

All i can do
is feel this way
and pretend that your face
holds a smile

Yet i feel
your sullen eyes
staring into my soul
into the abyss

I feel I've failed you
while we both knew
this was something new
my feelings for you

Never had the chance
to become your last
never had a chance
you left far to fast

Do you think of me
as i think of you
think of me
think of fondly

I never ran away
cursed here forever
yet you led me astray
you left on that very day

Silently i bid you farewell
cursed as i am in this hell
only time can tell
if i shall survive

Far I've travelled
yet have gained no ground

Far away from your warmth
nothing can hold back the day
silently i wish you well
silently i cry, tears remembered

Here i am
still the same man
here i stay
awaiting the day

The mirror shows
the very face i see
is something dark and cold
how long have i been without the fold

What awaits me now
can i trust in your judgement
yet you punished me
left forever, never to return

Looking back
i remember the smiles
its all coming back
i remember the day

/flirt

Necromania

Cold dead flesh
with this winter spectrum
you taste so fresh
i wonder, what could be next

Necromania
something that keeps me sane
loving the dead
leaving the dread

Could i ever explain
why your death excites me so
could i ever abstain
from something i love so

Your hair touches my face
how long has it been since we kissed
your skin is freezing
your heart is bleeding

My mind is melting
this cannot go wrong
my voice is fading
as my heart is breaking

I hold you close
like the moon hugs the shore
if this proves anything its
i love you more

If you were alive
could you accept me
for what i truly am
a wolf in sheep's skin

I speak yet you do not answer
though we spend this time in silence
i’ll make love to you
this final time

The sun is rising my love
i must return you
to your earthen grave
just remember always
i will always remember your name.

In A Pool of Crimson Love

Why have you taken it all away
left with nothing to my name
and i hold nothing to sway
and still i say nay

Your blood runs red
spilling on the ground
raining like the purest of rain
and your left with nothing to gain

As i rip out your guts
and my mind begins to rot
what remains in the spot
where my heart is not

As i severe and puncture
as i tear out your eyes
and we dance our dance of blood
and waltz our way into oblivion

Nothing will remain the same
your dead
your blood covers my hands
left with nothing to band

You’ve taken something from me
i am not my normal self
and you swing to and fro
hanging from your entrails
now we see whose frail

Left with a bitter taste in my mouth
as i overlook this scene of gore
and remember sweetly the days of yore
and i know i wont ever leave this place of madness

Coming so close to sadness
as i lick the blood from my fingers
i have achieved madness
as i smile when i look on your corpse

Vengeance Kanly Vendetta
these are the words of my frustration
your death will not be enough
i would kill you a thousand times over

You said you loved me
and you played me for a fool
the tricks you played on my heart
even from the start

Now i stand in a pool
of crimson love
drip drip drip drip
this is what love means to me

Burning with this rage inside
and nowhere left for me to hide

Who the fuck did you think you were
lying to me leaving me dying with your name on my lips
forget who i was and what i was meant to be
just stop your fucking whining

Death is upon us
your dead and I'm laughing
my sick fucking ass off
if only i could have made it last a little longer

Blackness Calls Me

wanting to end it all
so close am i to the fall
without you i cannot go on

Condemned to the fire
lay my body on the pyre
within these words i shall desire

Death becomes
silent winds beckon
blackness calls me
my home is in the nothingness

My body feels the chill
so close to my goal
as my body falls into the hole
no longer with a soul

Suffer This Silence

trapped in this silence
my heart is filled with violence
your life was but a waste
your body grows cold
suffer this silence

Forgotten but never begotten
eternal suffering i have wrought
your death i have brought
it was only love i sought

My love for you
remains true
as your lips turn blue
with my hands around your neck

what is the answer
what brought this disaster
i will always remember you
your name will remain in my heart

will this end on hollowed ground

this hole resides in me
blacker than night
power flows within
the power to make things right

there goes a piece of me
shall i cease to be
the words you said were true
all my life hanging on boo

There she goes
and my life is on the ground
left alone this final time
as my heart makes its final chime

i shall not deny
this love i hold is true
well you come to me
will you be with me
I've done it all for you

waking in the black
your face still shines in my mind
forgotten moments
seize my heart
and destroy my core

right and wrong
time does not hold any truth
you left me
and shamed me

I'll always
be true to you
remember you in the dark
so far from the start

i would have fought
and died for you
i would have loved you
until this world stops turning

there she goes
and my life is on the ground
with this pain that surrounds
will this end on hollowed ground

Trapped

Trapped in this silence
forever i linger through the centuries
nothing more for me to learn
nothing more for me to do
here at the end
shall i truly be set free

Judgement day
takes control
the end of all time
frees my senses

Eternal desire burns within my soul
I've lived forever
and now i never shall be
what truly is the answer?

death now comes to me
face to face we stand
twilight burns in the distance
far away from my dreams
will i ever break free from this fantasy

Death, Silence Without Pain

life and death
always unset
the fruit of thy labors
remind you of sickness within
til thy sun rises

consumed by thy hilt
receive guilt at death
forever shalt thy heart remember
loathing thy senses
having thy pleasures

encompass thy sweat upon a troubled brow
hear thy voice in thine ear
show thy true colour
in this bright hue of night

Nigh, sun rises and set
Nigh,shall you yet forget
lost in thine own misery
wallowing in thine own pity

Hearts remember
bright days of darkness
hearth and home
all is laid on the stone

earth and death
mystery of thy flesh
sights of undeath
cleave the minds eye

there is no glory in death
no pleasure in the hereafter
shall you become that which you fear
shall you become that which you hear

Consumed into oblivion
my heart calls your name
deafened by the silence
within my mind
destruction completes all
worlds fall below
laughs echo forever

death
silence without pain

Forever Night

black light
life hidden from my sight
with death pressing in on your chest
forever night

your skin
cold to the touch
your heart
colder still

death
a lovers game
the touch of the obscene
lay still
remain serene

with the shadows
haunting my life
did we really end
at the tip of a knife

this pain i feel
is masked by lust
as i touch your cold skin
as we become one
from within

life was just a game to you
can death be just as real
after all
your just a meal

frozen
watch the bitter line
the rapture
of lust
becomes our truth

she dies
orgasmic glee
i tell myself
it was just a dream

just remember how i've Bled

how do we know
when our soul is turned to dust
how will we deal
when our minds begin to rust

lost in this moment
my pain is surreal
forget it all
just for a moment
and tell me how to feel

darkness surrounds
as this life abounds
pick me up off the ground
let me know just what you've found

what is wrong
what is right

who can say
what a man feels
as his guts are on the floor
and his sense is out the door

forever locked
in my head
forever shamed
my heart is lead

forever seems a minute
as this minute lasts forever
time stands still
as the hours fly by
our names are written
on this cold stone slab

will you remember me
when my soul turns to dust
will you forgive me
when my mind goes away
will you love me
when my heart dies
can you stand me
when my kindness goes out the door

were lost forever
on this road to nowhere
farther from whats right and wrong
whats the point
how do we go on

remember my name
as i fall fast into the abyss
remember the games we played
as my soul screams in agony

remember me not for what i do
but for how i take my death
for that is the only matter at hand
will i die a man

lost for so long
forgotten by the ones who care
forever locked inside my head
just remember how I've Bled

Crematorium

fire all around me
an impending sense of doom
i don't know left from right
nothing but light in the room

i try to escape
this tomb of fire
wide awake
as my clothes turn to ash

was all of my life a lie
is this really the end
will my family ever be the same

with this sense of loss
with this burning in my flesh
with my eyes open wide
i feel my skin begin to melt

i fall to my knees
no sense in trying to escape
i accept death
as the smoke fills my lungs

did my life have purpose
can this really be the end
laying on the floor

dying
crying
frying

this pain i feel
is unbearable
my fate
is unchangeable

death by fire
i scream
burning to death
this is the end

the fire consumes me
this life is no more
as my mouth opens for the last time
one word escapes my lips

the name of the place
where i spent my final hour
where my soul will always linger
where silent screams
echo into eternity

this place
this tomb
this
Crematorium

Lonely, death exciting

Lonely, death exciting
drawing its power from hell

Face, Scarred relentless screaming
carry the pain in your mind
i am not the kind

Crawling on this floor
spitting in agony
continue crying
your life ends tonight

Forever shunned from the light
your cold black heart doesn't know whats right
can you remember the days
before your heart was lost to rage
can you remember the nights
before your mind was lost on the stage

Darkness embracing
so close, are we caressing?
a silent tremble echoes
in this soundless pantheon of forgotten flesh

Whore to those who want you
Pain to those who need you
why do i continue to feed you
nothing can ever stop you

Lifeless grey matter
food for thought
from the very bottom of my heart
i wish you dead

Unbroken darkness
consumes the light of forgetfulness
as my mind becomes empty
and my heart finally falls to its wounds

wallowing pity
Gothic emotions surround
wretched wench
whore of Babylon
demise of my hearts grace

Moonrage

the moon has risen
this curious feeling in my bones
i don't know whats going on
i just want to go home

the forest comes alive
my senses do not lie
i can hear you die
i can smell your flesh

two legs become four
my voice
a ghostly howl
my eyes
filled with unearthly rage

lost
i don't know where to turn
running
my flesh begins to burn
falling
to my knees
changing
among the trees

this bloody sacrament
my skin is not my own
i hear the screams
i can see the death
my body is not my own

forsaken in the moonlight
the lives I've taken
you don't have to fight

you realize your fate
with my bite
i tear you limb from limb
i smile inside
as you become a tasteful memory

moon rage
has overcame my mind
this dark soul
which has become my reality
this gluttonous shackle
which binds me

run
hide if you wish
cry
make your peace
die
i will be your dark saviour

as i wake
naked and alone
covered
in blood and mud
my skin is not my own

let me wash my sins away
and begin a new day
as i know
the darkness that resides
in my soul

a month from now
this curse will return
the hunt will commence
this lust for blood
will never be quenched

Swansong Execution

As the light dies inside
forever the fire burns outside
my life flashes before my eyes
my life ends, fire and ash

i remember when
when your hand touched mine
i remember every little lie
every kiss goodbye
i never walked away
your still a mystery to me

my heart remains broken
your words i choke on them

well I'm so empty
I'm better off without you
and your better off without me

Washing my hands of your dark desires
remembering something i dare not recollect
as these dark days they neglect
forever you shall remain
locked inside my heart

your so filthy
your better off without me
I'm better off alone

As those dark times respond to my inner fears
i dare not whisper your name
for fear of the shame
the darkest time of my life
my perfect end

The hatred of you fuels my days
love for you lights my nights
how can i survive with you in my sight
locked in this constant reverie
my heart stored away
the keys with you, forever to stay

Letting go
something i can and shall not do
forever you shall remain in my heart
forever we are a heartbeat apart
today i love you more than at the start

emptiness resounds
and the swansong calls
and the man with the hood sharpens his axe
i shall be with you soon

Better off without you
a lie i like to tell myself
better off without me
a truth i cannot live with

I still picture your face
and the way you use to taste
to you this song is nothing
everything to you was nothing

My heart knows your name
bitter and full of disdain
forever shackled it shall remain
lost in your dark game

The executioner drops the axe
my head falls from my body
as my last thought enters into my mind
it is only your name 

He Who Dared to Dream

Cold, Spiraling into despair
The forgotten wonders
I still remain to ponder
Why is life so unfair

Shall we meet again in the afterlife
Shall i kiss your sweet lips again

You are a child of light
living in my mind
washing away sadness
forever causing madness

My spirit flowing in your veins
never knowing your pain

Clarissa, your in my dreams
could that really be your voice i hear
my heart was your sacrifice
after this, nothing shall suffice

Wondering where you are
your with me everyday

Do you remember the love we had
was it all a lie
i want you by my side
please, do not hide

we will meet again
in death we shall remain
forgotten lovers
who dared to dream

Lethe VI

Oceans flow into the rivers

while the tears flow from my eyes

how long has it been

since you were truly mine

I unravel as you travel

through the veins in my heart

the blackness that beats in my chest

i am not like the rest

Your hair as dark as night

your face as bright as day

darling what can i say

to make you stay

Hold me near

my love and life

drag me down

see the dark flames in my eyes

Lethe

how i love the dead

Lethe

your always in my head

Kill me and thrill me

beat me and need me

your the river of my heart

lest the night drives us apart

This life i cannot hate

when my love for you is so strong

is there something wrong with me

as i have loved you from the start

Lethe

River of my heart

Lethe

how i love the death

Lethe

your always in my head

Lethe

I'll love you til the end

Lethe V

Somewhere in the darkened corners of my mind

Lay the life i never had

lost in this severe mistranslation

sometimes you just have to keep them guessing

Love darkly and boldly

just fold me and become me

for everything you have shown me

will you ever get to know me

Hold me close and never let me go

for there is plenty more for me to show

Lethe

my desire for you rages on

dreaming of the dawn

I'd give the world to make you stay

Lethe

forgetful and cherished waters of my heart

and to have loved you from the start

and with many feelings i have fought

Lethe

Desire of emptiness and loneliness

captor of my darkest sins

owner of my very soul

You are my blade and rope

bleed me and bind the rest together

and i will still love you forever

and forget you never

The darkness is like a floodlight

dark and cold yet loving and whole

hold me near and drown me with love

you are my

passionate sigh

you are my

one true desire

Take me away

lest our hearts never stray

hold me today

until our last day

Lethe IV

As the dark lights up the night 

and this emptiness feels right

my heart will always fight

as love is removed from my sight

All i want is to forget

these things that i hate

nothing can wipe the slate

is it truly you i hate?

or something within me innate

Hold me near

and love me from afar

in this black night

you are the only star

These memories that burn

as thoughts of you

kill me sweetly yet again

and love slowly drifts away

Thoughts of you consume

as my heart lights aflame

love to you was just a game

my love for you is my only shame

Take me away

as my mind stays

leave me and never stay

as my words begin to fray

Lost in this nothingness

so far from something less

i gave you my best

and i was punished for my sins

Lethe

sin of my heart

object of my desire

all i have left is this fire in my heart

Lethe

memories cut me like a knife

lost in this world of apathy

the last thing i want is your sympathy

Lethe

beautiful and bold

with the truth never to be told

its you i want to hold

Lethe

Darkness is something we share

some far from the dare

i dare you to move

Lethe

Perversion and pain

make something out of nothing

remember these words

and all these things i hate

Lethe III

Forgetfulness 

nothingness

if only i could be so lucky

to forget all of which you have shown

A river in my heart

these memories that burn

dead a little more inside

exposed and frail

Drowning with love

consumed with hatred

my blood boils at the thought

forever locked away

yet in my heart you'll always stay

Take me away

remind me of the times of old

remain here and stay

unless my words they fray

Your are my Lethe

yet i cannot seem to forget

all these things that i hate

all these sins of which i have enjoyed

Shunned of that which i have known

vividly i remember that which you have shown

alone in the dark, with this black heart of mine

in my mind you'll always shine

Lethe

you'll always remain

lest i forget the times we shared

kill me again and again inside

Lethe

i pray for death

the serenity of absolution

as my love never came to fruition

Lethe

you've taught me the fear of love

the completion of loneliness

the endlessness of forgetfulness

Lethe

come and take me away

lest i drown in this love

never to rise above

Lethe II

Vanquish tears

conquer your fears

with this affliction

that becometh my tragedy

With this fire that burns inside of me

taken directly from the tree of life

connections of perfection

i can't even look at my reflection

Stained misery

lost in your witchery

so long since we've touched

so long since we've fucked

Endlessly i wonder

what might have been

in my doleful ocean

all love to me is lost

Bleeding from afar

so long since you lead me astray

why didn't you stay

forever and a day

Even though you stole my pride

I'll stand above the lies

even though i cry

forever left behind

You were my first 

and hopefully my last

how painful love can be

you didn't even know the real me

Endless ages

surpass the nothingness in my heart

forgotten in time

ill will begotten

You were a river

Lethe to me

your name forgotten to others

i will never love another

Oh lethe

how dare you treat me this way

with nothing left to give

your something I'll never have

Lost in something

consumed by nothing

loved by everyone

loathed by no one

Currents of blood

storm through my mind

oh how i want you dead

caressed by your forgetfulness

Oh lethe

hold me near

let me hear your breath

hold me afar

let me hear your passionate sigh

without you i truly want to die

With this burning in my heart

I've loved you from the start

with all my heart

i want you to die

and share in my misery

Oh lethe

take me away

oh lethe

you've lead me astray

Lethe I

Pain, something we all must endure

for our hearts to be pure

no one holds the cure 

just walk through the door 

Dead inside

nothing left to beat

in this chest

just a black mass

devoid of life 

Melancholy screams

resounding in my heart

just remember 

i loved you from the start 

Gone, forever astray 

never again to stay

while these words they fray 

left praying for another day 

Vengeance, My only weakness

for there is no pain

greater than thine

for there is no gain

left with this hurt deep inside

I will always and never

remember your name

always and never i will

cherish the name of my hearts desire

Left wanting something more 

as i walked out your door 

now there is nothing more

dead inside but I'll never be poor 

Lend me they ear

hear this confession of the flesh 

lets put these rules to the test

let see exactly where your feelings rest 

As love fades with time

so does the memories of your kind

left wanting something more

if only i could forget your name

Lethe

flows through my veins

forgetfulness and escape

is there anything left in me

other than hate 

Shackles bind those times

deep in my mind

with nothing new to find

my heart has no where to hide

Embraced by decomposing flesh

Enslaved til death

Embraced by decomposing flesh

Eternity is what we'll spend together

Evil is just a word

Emptiness fills the void. 

Eden is burning

While the world continues turning

my stomachs churning

All the while we're learning

Forever lost in this abyssal landscape

torn asunder from the world above

i wouldn't have it any different

you'll never be pardoned for my dismissal

Emptiness

Emptiness,

Cherish your final embrace
Listen well to these words
My emptiness is only the beginning
Void like silence whispers its secrets
Godlike destruction, My gift to you.

O Death, Peirce Me
Bring me your eternal tears
In sadness i kneel
Remind me how to feel 

blackness corrupts the purity of flesh

Sometimes when I'm alone
i still feel you
your name on my lips
your still with me
and I'm still dreaming

Floating endlessly
caressed with bitter despair
my life is as nothing
consumed by your lies
controlled forever by your eyes

Passion surrounds this pain of mine
forever locked in your arms
forgotten to the winds of change
all my love fades away

Controlling the rage that swells inside
becomes harder everyday
dreaming of your face
is the only comfort i find

Wash away my feelings
crumble them into nothingness
blot out the sun
quickly, so we may become one

My only god
my one true desire
will you meet me in the end
will we be together in the void
when theres nothing more to hold

blackness corrupts the purity of flesh
silence deafens the ears of the unclean
my passion is something i cannot control
as your the only one
who ever made me whole 

unclean absolution

Empty inside 

as these dark fears abide 

life comes from far away 

as your words they never fray 

remaining unclean inside 

as these dark thoughts in me hide 

Somewhere inside thoughts of you remain 

as your touch slowly fades 

nowhere we shall remain 

together forever 

wickedness becomes 

my dark tragedy 

Alone within 

as darkness remains herein 

forever shunned from your grace 

always entranced by disgrace 

Great deceiver 

i am your believer 

i am better off without you 

these words i forever shiver 

Wicked as you are 

unclean absolution 

forever the cause of my destruction 

never to be reconstructed 

Darkness hails 

as my body remains frail 

drive farther the nails 

your face a bitter memory 

Wrapped in perfection 

glowing in your reflection 

oblivion adrift in your gaze 

my heart you have razed 

Remembering when 

as i held on to every last goodbye 

i never walked away 

still a mystery to me 

This hatred continues to tear me apart 

consuming my heart 

you had me at the start 

forever scarred